Problematic - I'm Not Okay

                for easy: key "-1"

Fm C# G# D# 

Verse 1:
Fm  
Why we all gotta live and then we die?
Why you gotta take a pill just to be alright?
C# 
Like how come my whole life it has been a lie?
And I cannot trust a soul since the age of 9
G# 
I feel the pressure rising quickly and I might crumble
I know success is bitter sweet but I stay humble 
D#
I fake a smile and I Do it so flawlessly
I’m about to hit another breaking point honestly 

Fm
Cause I’ve been caught up in the numbers and it’s detrimental
Go flip a switch because these memories are sentimental 
C# 
I’ve been walking through the forest and I’m soul searching
Please God help me out my whole body hurting 
G#  
Ain’t it crazy sit and wonder how the mind works
The only time I Am okay is when I smoke purp
D#
Indecisiveness with everything that I do
 a prisoner of my past? That’s true!

Chorus:
Fm 
I’m not okay
Not okay 
There’s no escape
C#  
I smoke away all my pain
To numb my brain 
G# 
Cause in my head it be same sh*t different day
D#
There’s nothing left to say
                                   Fm
I know I’m better by myself
                                 C# 
I know I’m better by myself
                                G#  D# 
Someone get me out this h*ll

Verse 2:
Subtle cues dropped but I Do not listen
You love to eavesdrop I’m minding my business 
Rather stay quiet thinking less hassle
Stuck in sh*ts creek and I got no paddle
Just a pen and a pad from what I write 
It’s a perfect rendition of my life
Oh I’m sorry you want me I’m unavailable 
I just want to make some art that’s relatable 
These people think they know me cause they know my first name 
I’m staying private if I don’t then I’ll Go insane 
Still find it odd how I’m getting paid from my music 
But I’m grateful at the same time I can Do it 
I’m flabbergasted from the amount of people I’ve influenced 
But often overlooked cause negativity consuming
Every part of me forgive me cause I’m only human 
I lack enthusiasm in my head it’s so confusing 
Anxiety anxiety please Go away!
I’m tired of acting and pretending like I Am okay
On the rooftops screaming where did I Go wrong?!
Everybody leaves shoulda knew it all along
I’ve embarked on this journey and it’s quiet lonely 
Been over eight years man I really miss you homie 
Say a prayer for the loved ones we’ve lost 
Another battle nother day another war fought

Chorus Repeat