Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle

                [Verse 1]
Dm              Bb
Fake smiles are holding me together
    F                               C
For worse or for better 'cause I've never had anyone
Dm            Bb
To stay long enough to see the weather
    F                        C
The pain and the pressure I carry like a loaded gun

[Pre-Chorus]
     Dm                           Bb
I've been through things that you can't see
          F             C
A kind of suffering the eyes don't notice
Dm                   Bb
Rather hide when I'm hurting
          F
Than be a burden 'cause all I know is

[Chorus]      Dm                Bb
Nobody showed up, nobody slowed down
                    F                        Gm
They must have been deaf, I was screaming so loud
           Dm                Bb
Nobody had faith I'd еver be found
            F                     Gm
Born into a hole six feet in thе ground
              Dm             Bb
I had to love me when nobody cared
               F                 C
And be the family that never was there
            Dm                      B
Had to have hope when I didn't feel spiritual
          F       F      Gm
Had to be my own, my own miracle

[Verse 2]
Dm              Bb
Worked twice as hard through the diseases
   F                            C
To make up for the weakness and vices not visible
Dm            Bb
No friends to pick up all the pieces
    F                        C
No sympathy or sweetness, no wonder I'm cynical

[Pre-Chorus]
     Dm                       Bb
I've walked a path that would kill most
        F                   C
Where a heart closed and it left a temper
Dm                  Bb
I don't know how to love 'cause
         F
I try to trust but then I remember

[Chorus]      Dm                Bb
Nobody showed up, nobody slowed down
                    F                        Gm
They must have been deaf, I was screaming so loud
           Dm                Bb
Nobody had faith I'd еver be found
            F                     Gm
Born into a hole six feet in thе ground
              Dm             Bb
I had to love me when nobody cared
               F                 C
And be the family that never was there
            Dm                      B
Had to have hope when I didn't feel spiritual
          F       F      Gm
Had to be my own, my own miracle

[Bridge]
Bb             Gm
Are you okay? You need to chat?
Dm              C
The questions I was never asked
Bb                   Gm
I should feel strong but I just feel sad
Dm                    C
So just let me grieve what I never had
Bb    C
Ah-ah-ah-ah

[Chorus]      Dm                Bb
Nobody showed up, nobody slowed down
                    F                        Gm
They must have been deaf, I was screaming so loud
           Dm                Bb
Nobody had faith I'd еver be found
            F                     Gm
Born into a hole six feet in thе ground
              Dm             Bb
I had to love me when nobody cared
               F                 C
And be the family that never was there
            Dm                      B
Had to have hope when I didn't feel spiritual
          F       F      Gm
Had to be my own, my own miracle