Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself

                Bm A
 i wish..
           G
that i had somebody to call
when i Am not okay..
Bm A
 i wish..
           G
that i had anyone who cared
when i Am in that place..

Bm                           A
i wish i could have a mental breakdown
    G
without turning my life into a ghost town
        Bm             A
so many things i would change..
   (Em)
but more than anything..

Reff :
 G           D
  i wish somebody loved me
 A             Bm    -A
  as much as i hate myself..
 G           D
  i wish somebody listened
 A             Bm        -A
  as much as i Go through hell..

     G
 for every time i've thought 
    D
 of ending it all
          A                    Bm-A
 wish somebody had felt what i felt..
 G           D
  i wish somebody loved me..
 A
  as much as i hate myself

Bm A
 i wish..
            G
there was a person that would miss me 
when i can't leave bed..
Bm A
 i wish..
          G
i wasn't stuck sharing my secrets
with these made up friends..

  Bm                               A
i wish i could be honest about the ugly..
        G
without every single person running from me..
                Bm           A
these days it's hard to have faith..
    Em
and more than anything..

Reff :
 G           D
  i wish somebody loved me
 A             Bm    -A
  as much as i hate myself..
 G           D
  i wish somebody listened
 A             Bm        -A
  as much as i Go through hell..

     G
 for every time i've thought 
    D
 of ending it all
          A                    Bm-A
 wish somebody had felt what i felt..
 G           D
  i wish somebody loved me..
 A
  as much as i hate myself

Music : Bm G D A -F#

Bm                                   G
 the floods i feel, this storm could kill
                  G
i'm better off to keep it damned..
D                                   A
 cause the more i speak, the more i see
                 A
just how alone i really am..

Reff :
 G           D
  i wish somebody loved me
 A             Bm    -A
  as much as i hate myself..
 G           D
  i wish somebody listened
 A
  as much as i Go through hell..

     G
 for every time i've thought 
    D
 of ending it all
          A                    Bm-A
 wish somebody had felt what i felt..
 G           D
  i wish somebody loved me..
 A
  as much as i hate myself