NF - HAPPY

                [Intro]
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[Verse 1]
Gm      G       
..Dear God, please
C                  C                       Gm  
..Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years
      G        
Since I've reached
C               C                         Gm
..Out and said hello, I bet you're wondering
    G
Why I keep
C                    C                          Gm
..Obsessing on and stressing all the lethal things
     G            
When I should be
C                  C                  Gm
..Living life and soaking up the memories
       G               C
I know I been selfish, I have
       C                       Gm
No excuse to give you, it's true
        G              C
Hanging by a thread so I live
             C                              Gm
I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable

[Chorus]
             G
Living in my agony
             C                     C                       Gm
Watching my self-esteem Go up in flames, acting like I don't
              G  
Care what anyone else thinks
              C                          C                      Gm
When I know truthfully, that that's the furthest thing from how I
                  G                        C
Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
                   C                                 Gm
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
                     G                         C
The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
        C
Who I'd be if I was happy

[Verse 2]
Gm                                       G
..Yeah, been this way so long, it feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
         C                                       C  
I got some issues that I won't address, I got some baggage I ain't open yet
        Gm                                      G
I got some demons I should put to rest, I got some traumas that I can't forget
         C                                     C      
I got some phone calls I been avoiding, some family members I don't really connect with
            Gm
Some things I said I wish I would have not let slip
         G
Some hurtful words that never should've let my lips
         C
Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
       C
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
             Gm
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
         G   
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
 C       
Losing hope, made it out a dangerous road
         C                                      Gm
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm

[Chorus]
             G
Living in my agony
             C                     C                       Gm
Watching my self-esteem Go up in flames, acting like I don't
              G  
Care what anyone else thinks
              C                          C                      Gm
When I know truthfully, that that's the furthest thing from how I
                  G                        C
Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
                   C                                 Gm
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
                     G                         C
The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
        C
Who I'd be if I was happy

[Bridge]
Gm   G                           C
....Don't know what's around the...bend
 C                        Gm    
Don't know what my future...is
    G                      C    C
But I can't keep on living...in..

[Chorus]
Gm             G
..Living in my agony
             C                     C                       Gm
Watching my self-esteem Go up in flames, acting like I don't
              G  
Care what anyone else thinks
              C                          C                      Gm
When I know truthfully, that that's the furthest thing from how I
                  G                        C
Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
                   C                                 Gm
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
                     G                         C
The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
        C                    
Who I'd be if I was happy

[Outro]
Gm   G   C   C 
...............If I was happy
Gm   G   C   C 
...............If I was happy